Mood:  not sure

Hello once more... UGH! It's 11:09pm and I'm suppose to be in bed. I just can't sleep, though. *Sigh* Dunno why, I just can't. Or, more like, I don't THINK I can. Oh well.... Whatever.

Today went pretty good. It wasn't all THAT bad, but whatever. It wasn't as bad as yesterday, so that was good. ^^ I was happy about that. I was a little worried that it would be horrid like it was yesterday. UGH! HA HA! Well anyway, today went prety normal, all in all. I had to lifeguard, but that wasn't a problem. ^___^

Well after I got home from Lifeguarding, Remus sent me some addresses of houses she wanted me to look at. I did... They aren't too bad. You see, what's going on is Remus wants to move into a house with Kibbles and I. I personally don't care (Okay, I care a little...). I suppose the reason why I even SLIGHTLY care is because I kinda want to move into a house with BR. Ya know... If things really do pan out. ^__^ But living with Remus and Kibbles isn't a bad thing or anything! I love them and I do wanna live with them, it's just... eventually I wanna take another step up and live with BR. I need to tell Remus that, but she's so dead set on this. I feel bad if I say that it's not something I have in mind about 15 years from now. 

Ontop of that I STILL need a job. I don't have one and neither does she or Kibbles. How does she expect we'll be paying for a house when we don't even have an income? HUH? No, seriously. I wanna get a job and be secure at it before I jump into buying a house. Why? Because I'm gonna be paying 1/3rd of the rent for the house! =_= Not... fun.... I'm also looking into college. That's another thing. Remus wants to move into a house in about 2 years... When everyone is going to college. So we have to find a house that is between all our colleges. I HOPE I GET ACCEPTED INTO RIT! That's wherr I really wanna go. Then Remus wants to go to Roberts.... But we might nit go to THOSE colleges. We might go to others like AU or MCC or Alfred State... Stuff like that. She's very determinded, though. I give her that. She's good at it. *Sigh* I'm just so worried. I want things to work out in the end, but I just don't know. *SIGH* 

Well... .That's my tid bit for today. I really don't have anything else to say... REALLY! So.... Bye Bye.....

~Demon~